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[Wednesday
April 5th, 2006 at 8:15am]
WEll guys, I'm getting a little tired of this name, considering I've had it for 2 and a half years, so I've decided to change my lj.
So everyone add me there. && make sure you comment there to let me know that you added me, because I'm not adding anyone until they comment.
Thanks guys =]]

n1kole_x3

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[Thursday
March 23rd, 2006 at 8:13am]
Well everyone, I'm leaving tonight @ 12:30 for New York.
I'll update w/tons of pics & everything when I get home! =]


I'll miss you all
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[Monday
March 20th, 2006 at 5:39pm]
Gah, for me, it has been quite a while since I've updated. Since the last time I updated, a lot of things have happened.
Me & David got back together, aww, I love him =] We've been getting along a LOT better than we used to. I'm glad too ;)

Let's see, softball is going ok I guess. I did something to my arm, nothing serious, it just hurts really bad every now and then. I started crying at the game the other day because it hurt so bad, ahh I'm just a big baby I guess! lol. Maybe I hyperextended it or something, because like I said, it's nothing serious.
Anyway, back to softball, we had our first game Friday, we lost. 9-0. It's not too bad though, our main problem is batting I think. But we are improving, really.

School is going ok I guess. Better than the last time anyway. I'm sooooo behind in AP Human Geography though. But it's alright, I can get caught back up pretty quick.

My friends are wonderful still =] well duh !!!* I love them all ;)

WEll... I guess that's about it, I really haven't been up to too much, so I'll just leave it at that =]]

Thanks to everyone who was so patient & left me on their friends list ;) I love you all!!

--I'm really getting sick & tired of skanky ass bitches gettin' all up in my business =] Quit your bitchin' & grow up =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

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[Monday
February 27th, 2006 at 1:07pm]
Well!!*
I think it's about time for another update!* lol
I've had a pretty good weekend !! lol A lot of fun, let me tell ya! haha

To begin with, I had softball practice Friday...which sucked because she ran us to death, but we'll be alright, I'm going to have some dag-burned abs..me & Hailey did 100 freakin' crunches, we really worked our asses off!!*
But then after practice, Steph came & got me & we went ridin' around town for awhile...& considering there's nothing to do around coeburn, lol, it wasn't that great. So we went down to Jordan's to pick her up & then we went to Norton & cruised! =]] lol, that was fuckin' awesome ;)

-cum guzzlin' gutter slut
-jason, watch out!!* (lol, I thought I was really going to run over him! haha)
-219-2987 BABY!
-hello ladies
-haha, now we HAVE to go inside wal-mart
-steph losin' her shoe
-ahh they ain't worth it
-hell I'll tap dance on their asses
-the blue mustang & burgundy ford
-chase them...
-i saw so many birds last night, it wasn't even funny

that was so fun =]] I love you guys!!!*

& last night Jordan came down & stayed all night...
we had an alright time, we were bored, but yeah! haha

& today Steph is comin' down, so I don't know what we'll get into


But anyway...I guess that's enough for now...
steph's on her way & i have to get in the shower....


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[Sunday
February 19th, 2006 at 12:07pm]
Gah..this is like my new favorite song or something!* haha

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.


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[Friday
February 17th, 2006 at 8:50pm]
I don't know how much more of this lying & shit I can take.
Grow up

blah..plus my head hurts & i think i have a concussion...stupid windows
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[Wednesday
February 1st, 2006 at 5:05pm]
You guys, please don't delete me from your friends list, my livejournal is effing up!!!!!
Like, I will log-in & then go to my lj & it says "Friends ONly" And then I push refresh and it says "Cannot Find Server" And it only does it on my journal...I just don't understand :( :( :(
If anyone knows how to fix it, please tell me! I'm going crazy here!! =[[

But anyway, I Love you all, but please don't delete me, once I get it fixed, I promise to update w/a big one =]]



I love you alL!
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[Thursday
January 26th, 2006 at 4:28pm]
Aww!!! Isn't this the cutest??

10 Reasons to Date a Softball Player


10. We always know how to yell when were gettin wild.

9. We know how to score.

8. We know how to grab big balls.

7. We like to hold long hard sticks called bats.

6. We know how to play the game.

5. Were not afraid to get down and dirty.

4. We always wear our hair up so it dont get in the way.

3. Were not afraid to go home.

2. We know how to put protection on heads.

1. We like to play rough and hard and were determined to go as long as we can.
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pE0PlE sH0UlD pRACTiCE whAT thEy pREACH =]]] [Friday
January 20th, 2006 at 6:39pm]
WEll!! Yesterday was my sweet 16!!! YAYYYY =]]

I'm so happy, usually when I turn a different age, I don't feel any different, but this time, I sort of do, I don't know how, & I can't explain it, but I do. It's crazy. lol

So, want to know what I got?

Ok
I got an iPod, an MP3 player (yeah, I know lol) a printer for my camera, my belly button pierced, a new bed, and a movie =]] But I'm having a little party thing (Ok, I guess I wasn't supposed to know about it, haha) but it's w/mine & David's fam. So yeah. I'm also getting Burberry & Brit, & a new purse! lol

but yeah, it's been a great birthday =]] I've had fun !! ;)

Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Happy Birthday to me =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]


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y0U ARE mY dREAM c0ME tRUE ;) [Tuesday
January 3rd, 2006 at 5:49am]
[ mood | crazy ]

Well, I guess it's time for another update :)

This is mainly a picture post! =]

Last night me & my wonderful boyfriend went out to eat at Prime Sirloin & to the movies to watch Fun w/Dick & Jane! Aww, it was such a good movie ! And even more wonderful that I got to spend time w/David.

I just <3 him :)

Shew, well school starts back tomorrow...is anyone as unhappy about that as I am?! I mean, come on! lol
Sure, I miss everyone, but I know, in a couple of weeks, I'm going to start hating it again! Blah...

Anyway..I guess I'll just leave you w/some pics of yesterday!!
Oh yeah, in case I didn't tell you, I died my hair last Wednesday, I've always had like blondish/light brown hair, & I decided to darken it. It's darkkkkk brown now ! ;)

I'll post a before & after pic, & you can give me some feedback, just tell me which you like better =]

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well that's it :)

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goodbye 2005 [Friday
December 30th, 2005 at 9:22pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

This is kind of sad now that I think about it...wow
This year has been the absolute best :)
It's definately flown by, I have to say.

2005
I got a promise ring from my boyfriend
My friends & I got a lot closer again
I went to my 1st pro baseball game
I got to know David's family a lot better, which is great, because they are amazing :)
I started not to hate some of the people I used to hate, but unfortunately, I kept on hating one or two of them.
I met a lot of great lj girls. They are all wonderful <3
I became more & more addicted to lj at the beginning of the year, but towards the end, I'm not so addicted.
BUT I became more and more addicted to some tv shows. Desperate HW, Greys Anatomy, ect, ect.
I made a scrapbook for David, & so did he.
I got my bellybutton pierced
I celebrated my 1 year anniversary w/David
Hailey & I got really close. I love her to death.
I got a digital camera finally :)
All in all, this has been a wonderful year.
I'm kind of disappointed that it has to come to an end so soon

But now I have to make a New Year's resolution, and guys, if I don't stick to it, shoot me! lol

I've decided it's time to lose a few pounds, so...starting at the beginning of the year, I'm going on a diet. And I mean it this time, I really want to be back to the way I used to be. I'm not saying I'm fat, I'm just saying that it couldn't hurt to lose a few pounds.

Also, I've decided that David is way too important to me to lose, so I've decided to be nicer to him & be sweeter to him. I couldn't live w/out him, & I don't want to try. So enough of this arguing all the time, it's stupid, and not worth risking our relationship for. I love him very much :)

And last but not least, My friends and I are definately going to have to hang out more, this shit is getting ridiculous :) lol
Sure, we hang out sometimes, but not enough. And I miss them :(


So to end this, I just want to tell everyone to please be careful tonight, there will be just as many drunk drivers out tonight as there will be sober ones. So have fun and be careful.

And Happy New Years :)

i ♥ u david

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[Thursday
December 29th, 2005 at 7:55am]
Shew...it's like 8:00 in the morning, & I feel like shit. My throat hurts, my head hurts & everything else hurts too. Man-I always get sick when it's going around. Why me, why can't I just freakin be immune[sp?] or something. Nooooo, not Amber.

BUT on a better note, let me tell you just how lucky I am to have a bf like David. He's so sweet. Ok, he asked me the other night if he could walk all the way to my house at like 12:00 at night, just to knock on my window & give me a kiss. I was like, no, you're crazy. It's too cold outside. Well, he didn't want my mom to hear him pull up, so last night, when I felt miserable & like shit, guess who comes to my house & knocks on my window?? Only I was sleeping on the couch & Matt was in my room. I don't know why, we just kind of fell asleep like that. Anyway, & so Matt comes in the living room & says, I have someone here who wants to see you, well I was half asleep, so I just rolled over & he bent down & gave me a kiss on my head. So I looked up, & it was David, & I leaned up & kissed him, & asked him if he walked & he said yes. Aww!! But I felt so bad because it was so cold outside. Shew, I swear, he would do anything for me :)

Now keep in mind that he doesn't like that far away, but it is quite a distance...he's so sweet =)

I just know he's the one for me.

And you guys may think that sounds dumb, but I just think it was amazing that he was willing to walk so my mom wouldn't wake up & hear him, just so he could hug me & give me a kiss & make me feel better :)

I just love him ♥
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[Monday
December 5th, 2005 at 7:38pm]
Wow, I'm getting really pretty good about this updating thing, I don't take 2 months to update now!!! =)

WEll, I guess I can say that things are going pretty good right now.
I've made up with a "certain person" & I'm really happy about that. She's a sweet person, I guess I was only trying to defend my bestest and her bf, because they were hurt, & it seemed like the right thing to do at the time was to lash out to someone I hardly even knew, oh well, that's over and done with now ♥

David & I, we're good, great actually. He's a wonderful person, seriously =) I love him to death!! I definately wouldn't have it any other way. He's my world. And I honestly don't know what I would do without him. Let me tell ya, he's helped me through some pretty tough times. Times when I felt like I didn't have anyone else, and it felt good to know that I at least had him to turn to. =)

My friends, they are also wonderful. They are my rock =) They are also people that I can turn to. Sure, we've all had our ups & downs, but it proved true in the end. We are still holding on strong, & are the best of friends. Of course I've been able to sort the "good" friends from the "bad" this year. Most all of them are good >:| They truly are amazing, and them bitches got my back ♥

Everything else, I can say, is pretty good. My life really isn't that bad! I can't complain, I'm sure there are some kids who would die to have what I have. I mean, seriously, think about all the kids who are going to be doing without anything this Christmas, it's horrible to even think about it.

Well guys, I go to get my tubes in Wednesday! lol Tomorrow I go to get the pre-op thingy ! lol It's not too serious! haha.

=)

Well I'm out, leave me comments ♥
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[Saturday
December 3rd, 2005 at 7:38pm]
David, you are perfect =) Thank you for everything :)

I love you!
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[Tuesday
November 29th, 2005 at 3:46pm]
As you all should already know, I went to the hospital w/my grandma yesterday, because they thought she had lung cancer, well, they told us that there was a serious chance that something could go wrong during the surgery she was having, and they could puncture a lung, and would have to stick a balloon thing in there & blow her lung back up, and the balloon could burst, which would kill her.

Of course we were all terribly worried, I'm very close to my grandma, I love her very very much, and I would be lost w/out her. But they did the procedure, and everything went wonderfully. Even before they even sent the results out, the surgeon already knew it wasn't cancer, because she's had enough cancer patients have surgery to know that it wasn't.

So, everything went just great, she felt just like herself and even asked mom to take her out to eat because she was starving. Lol. She's so funny =)



DAvid, thank you for everything! I LOve you sweetheart =)
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[Sunday
November 13th, 2005 at 4:14pm]
I've always wondered if I would ever find someone...
Someone who I could share everything with, someone who loves me for me, who isn't afraid to be themself around me, someone who wouldn't judge me, who would be there to catch me everytime I fell, and someone who I could lean on when I needed a boyfriend, friend, and soulmate.
Finally, I found that person. I had been looking for and the whole time, you were right in front of me.
Thank you for everything, I love you David.
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David, these past 14 months have been absolutely amazing. Without you, I feel incomplete and I never want to feel this was again about anyone. You are my everything.

I love you baby boy, happy 14 months =)
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[Friday
November 11th, 2005 at 7:28am]
The drummer of Hawthorne Heights got killed =(


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[Thursday
November 3rd, 2005 at 3:04pm]
[ mood | Happy =) ]

Shew man...it has been awhile!! Let me just tell ya ;)

I don't even know where to start!! Let's see, I'll start w/Friday

Friday

I went to the football game && froze my ass off, yeah, it was that freakin' cold. I had to get Joe's gloves because I was so cold, lol. Let me just tell ya, those things were so big. lol.

So anyway

When I first got to the game, my dad came up to me && was like, isn't David's b-day comin' up?? I was like, HELLO?? it already passed! lol. So he was like oh shit. Anyway, && I was like, why are you even asking anyway?? && he was like, well I needed your opinion on a b-day present that I got him, && I don't know if he'll like it. So I was like, well what is it?? So, as it turns out, my dad got him tickets to see the Vols play =) YAY. =)))))

So I was like, DAD!! ARE YOU SERIOUS?? I was pretty excited, seeing as how that's mine && David's favorite team =) && neither one of us had ever been to a Vols game. So I told him, yeah, David will love it because that's his favorite team =) && dad said, cool, I'll give them to him later.

It was senior night, it was sad, I don't want my brother to graduate... It's not going to be the same not having him at school next year.. When they called his name && mom n dad walked out with him, he had tears in his eyes =(.. He's going to be really sad tomorrow night because it's his last football game ever =(
I'm sad too.. I love my brother, (despite what I usually say) lol.

Anyway,
When David got there, && dad came off the field, && he came up there to where me && David were sitting && was like "David, how would you like to go to a tennessee game tomorrow?? David was like, "are you joking?" lol. He was really excited!!!

So it ended up that dad couldn't go, boo that whore, so....Mary, David, Matt && I went =)

Saturday

We went to the game, we left here at about 12:00.
And got there at about 3:00.
So we looked for a parking place for about 10 minutes && ended up having to pay to park, lol.
Then we had to walk for about 2 and a half miles. That sucked.
So we ate && got to the stadium at about 5:00 && had to wait until 5:45 to get in to our seats! Blah.

But we had an absolute blast!! (except for the fact that we SURROUNDEd by USC fans. Uggh.
And we ended up losing! That sucks too..but we just lost by a point =\.
Peyton Manning was there, they retired his jersey =) It was kind of sad, because they played the song "Back where I come from" by Kenny Chesney, && showed up on the big screen back when he was in college && when he played football && everything =\. But oh well I guess! lol

Sunday

I had David a party for his b-day! How sweet right?? =)
Mary helped w/everything && we had a blast! && I spent the rest of the day w/him! =)

Monday

David && I dressed up as Little Red Riding Hood && the big bad wolf and took Joseph out trick-or-treating =)
We had fun, but wished we would have went to Steph's party instead! lol.


I haven't done anything the last couple of days, just school

Tonight

I'm going to the movies to watch Saw 2 w/David =) Fun fun !!!

Tomorrow

Tasha is coming home w/me after the game && stayin' the night =)

Saturday

Me and Tasha have to get up at like 7:00 to go work the Jr. District thing..blah, that's too early on a freakin' weekend!!

Then after that, I'm goin' to stay all night w/my dad =)

Sunday

Going to David's for the day, && maybe even his dad's =)


randoms

. David & I are doing so great. We get along so much better than we used to... I love that boy so much! =) I've never been with anyone that makes me feel the way he does, && I'm so lucky to have him! I love you baby!

. My friends, they are terrific!! We are all getting along so wonderfully! =) I love them all so very much && wouldn't be anywhere without them!! I love you guys =)

. hailey && Garrett are dating finally It's about damn time! lol They are the cutest couple!

. I turn 16 in like 2 months! wow, that's crazy!

. I get my license in 6 months! lol. That's a pretty long time away, but....I can't wait anyway! =)

. I can't wait until softball season! YAy =)

. I miss tater...I wish he wasn't dead...I think about him all the time..I don't care how mean he was, I just miss him! =\

. I have fluid behind my ear drum---boo...

. My dad got good news && bad news.
He went to the lung specialist && they told him that he had chronic spots on his lungs && that he needed to quit smoking or he would lose his voice box all together. && they would have to put a little box in there && he would have to push a button every time he talked.
But he went to the throat specialist && they told him that everything was fine && that they didn't need to see him again until June =) I'm so happy, really!!

. I'm so totally obessesed with Desperate Housewives && Grey's Anatomy!! Whoo-hoo! =)



Well that's about it for now...

I'm just going to leave you with this wonderful new song that Jordan got me listening to! lol

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[Wednesday
October 19th, 2005 at 10:32pm]
Guys...everything is wonderful =) Things really couldn't be better .... I've got a wonderful boyfriend, amazing friends, great family, school's looking up, everything's just been great....

&& I couldn't be happier with that!!
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[Monday
October 10th, 2005 at 9:28pm]
Shew, I'm really starting to slack lately, I tell ya. It's kind of ridiculous actually! haha, but I just love Livejourna! =) It's wonderful ;).

So anyway, about my weekend, it was wonderful, of course.

Thursday

I went && worked a little on the HC float (which by the way, turned out wonderful, sophomores got 2nd place =). Then, I went to David's && ty-died shirts for Blue && White daY :) they were so cute, of course, I always have the best of times when I'm with him! He's terrific, && perfect in ever way imaginable, I just love him :)

Friday

Went to school, of course, then went to Christian's to put some finishing touches on the float, (did I mention it got 2nd? Oh yeah, we're that good ) anyway, then We rode in the parade, went to Liv's to get ready, went to the game (which we lost terribly), went to the dance (oh wow, had a wonderful time), of course, Steph didn't..I'm sorry steph =( I love you!!. Then went to Vik's =)

Saturday

Went home && layed around for a bit, then went to David's && stayed the ENTIRE day. Shew, I love him!!!! He's amazing I tell ya, amazing :)

Sunday

Stayed home && watched movies w/mom && matt && worked on my history paper (which by the way was stupid, haha)

Today

Went to school, got in 4th block, && sprained my ankle, that bites. :x So now I'm on crutches...&& it's the same damn ankle I hurt in softball 2 years ago, stupid ass ankle. scratch that, stupid ass kickball. haha

Well, I guess that's enough for now, just want to let you all know that I promise I have not disappeared off the face of the earth. I'm here =) And I love you all ;)

now leave me some damn comments ;)
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